Breakfast of Chumps
Mom
offered to make french toast that morning. Not from her homemade,
whole wheat bread with the special yeast her company engineered,
bread that filled the house with warm-smelling joy when it baked. It
was the factory-assembled, bleached-flour, fiber-free, snow-white
squishy stuff with no nutritional value. She even got out the real
corn syrup with artificial maple and butter flavor instead of the
usual agave nectar. I ate nine in heavenly syrup-smothered stacks of
three, and that's the last good thing that happened all day.
It
was exam day. Wait, that looks wrong typed that way.
There needs to be a
human skull over the X, blood dripping from the Y, and a minor chord
playing in the background. Everyone finishing eighth grade is
subjected to a day of feeling dumb, a moron, completely out of place.
One chance to get into the top high schools that train the scientists
and artists and leaders and others who get more opportunities than
everyone else. Sure, anyone can be anything they want. This is
America. But why not get there years faster and for free and without
having to work in food service?
So
I'd been skipping PE for months to hide in the library and study
chemistry, using my lawn mowing money to hire a calculus tutor on
Saturdays, and riding my bike to soccer practice with Amanda. She had
passed the exams last year and was training for extra-terrestrial
biology. Not to study monster aliens which abduct people and make art
in grain fields, just boring microscopic ones scraped off rocks the
landers bring back. I didn't care about that stuff, though. I just
wanted to know everything about the exam. I mean, the EXAM.
Dohm dohm dohm!
Why
all the effort? When I was nine, our pet skunk DonJuan got cut on his
belly. Belly? I mean abdomen. Right caudal quadrant. Don't remember
how, but I do remember thinking he was going to die because
the cut was so long and there was so much blood. But Dad looked at it
and said for me to hold DonJuan's collar. He came back with
upholstery tools from his shop and a bottle of dark brown stuff I'd
seen in his locked cupboard. He poured some of the bottle out into
DonJuan's water bowl and a little bit on the cut. DonJuan yelped and
squirmed, but then he went back to licking his bowl which was already
empty.
I
held him as he went sleeping-cat limp. Dad doused a needle and some
thread in iodine and sewed up that cut like a rip in the seat of an
old 2023 Mustang.
“Living
upholstery, Leo,” he said, “it's a beautiful thing. Nice
pinstripe, and DonJuan will heal nicely.”
That's
when I knew I wanted to be a surgeon.
And
yes, my name is Leo. Not short for Leonardo, just Leo. Not sure how I
feel about that.
I
am sure that my major league soccer dreams faded faster than
most boys. My interest in being an astronaut took a dive. Even
designing video games wouldn't be nearly as great as cutting people
open, fixing a problem, and closing them up again.
All
I needed was a successful day of answering questions on a computer
and in front of a couple of adults. Scary adults probably, with weird
hair and a distinctive adult smell. For sixty minutes. Five or six
hours total, and if all went well, I would be off to the Health and
Medical High School, an accelerated pre-medical university, and then
Med School.
Didn't
work out like that.
Not
even close.
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“Don't
you ever tell me what I can't do!”
“Hophnia,
I’m trying to spare the feelings of my baby sister.”
I
said, she said. Then I pushed her into the closet door and punched
her in the eye. Because Bruise Violet eyeshadow clashed awfully with
her complexion. And with her first prom dress, which she was supposed
to wear the next day.
I
thought she'd learn her lesson, my stepsister. She probably would
have from anyone else. But her jealously of me undermined her
considerable brilliance. It made her almost normal.
It
made her hate herself.
Now
I had to waste time undoing whatever damage she'd caused. Hopefully I
could salvage my chances. I wanted cybernetic memory implants so I
could carry eight hundred million pages of information around in my
head. My mom was all for it, but my ugly-on-the-inside stepsister had
been feeding her dad horror stories she'd “learned” ever since
she failed to qualify early. If she had to wait until age eighteen,
she was determined I wasn't going to pull it off at eleven.
But
she forgot the first thing I ever told her. No one ever tells
me what I can't do.